You see if I give up then you’re gone but at least by trying you’re staying a little longer. It’s kind of strange and twisted how this all happened. I knew things weren’t perfect but I didn’t exactly think you wanted this
The part that hurts the most is knowing I’m trying and completely putting my heart and soul into this but you have no
Heart or soul for this.
I don’t know where it all went wrong but it did. And I haven’t stopped crying. I’m trying to make things better but I don’t have enough love for both of us. Sometimes I just want to say you can have your break but without trying we’ll never get back what we had. I know that sometimes I just need to let things be but I can’t let this happen.
The fear you have of losing someone is the worst feeling to have. I can’t fathom the idea of losing you.